February 14, 2008
Kicking Myself
I am about 10 degrees away from being able to kick my own butt. That’s right. At physical therapy I hit 146 degrees this week. My PT said he could have made me hit 147; but I was already pretty much needing my mouth washed out with soap and the pillow just wasn’t cutting it as far as noise reduction goes. There were the ears of those who had recently undergone knee replacements to consider.
He measured my good leg and I can easily get to 155 degrees flexion. I have less than 10 degrees to go. Of course, I have to start being able to get there comfortably, but that’s a whole different story.
On Friday, I’ll be going to physical therapy again with hopes of getting into the very high 140’s. It was only months ago that I imagined I’d be up to something a bit more exciting on this coming Friday, February 15th. I had plans to travel to New Orleans, LA to test for my Shodan, and then the unthinkable happened on a night immediately after a friend and awesome martial artist told me I was "ready."
My instructors and at least one of my dojo friends are there. They’ll be working out in the company of stellar martial artists. They’ll be sampling the local cuisine. They’ll be attending a formal Yudansha test, where nervous 1st kyu’s will be showing their stuff like I had hoped to do. . .
I’ll be trying to kick myself in the butt.
I always said you’d be back kicking ass in no time, I just didn’t realise it’d be your own! New Orleans isn’t going anywhere, besides, it’s February, if you’re going to visit do it in a warmer month ;-).
Just look at how far you’ve come since Christmas. You can’t change what has happened, but you can change what is going to happen. The first time that heel hits your backside you won’t stop kicking it until you’re having that new belt tied around you.
You’ll get there! Some people never even have the opportunity to try.
I have kicked myself in the butt for lesser reasons. Don’t beat yourself up too much. If you believe in fate, for some reason you’ll never know (and maybe thankfully), you were not meant to be there this time around. I’m sure you’ve heard this a few times in the past few months, but as you already know – it’s about the journey…not the destination.
Well, I don’t know about kicking your own butt, but it sounds like you’re doing a pretty good job of beating yourself up! 😀
Glad you’re moving along there, Jess. Happy Valentine’s Day to the hottest mommy on the planet.
Hey, if it makes you feel better, I’ll do the butt kicking. 😉 I know it’s hard, but you’ll get there. Perhaps you needed this time to focus on other things? We’ll see…
Doing great! 🙂 What more can I say!
Your day will come, BBM, your day will come! Today your kicking your butt, tomorrow, the world’s! You will really have to travel out of state to test for your black belt? Wow! I’ve heard of a local park district Shotokan program where they have to travel about a couple hours for every belt test. This is such a surprise to me. I can’t figure out why their instructor isn’t qualified to test them. Wow.
Congratulations for achieving that milestone! You WILL kick your own backside very soon, I am sure and then you’ll be back in your dojang, picking up where you left off, training intensely for your Shodan.
Great job on your recovery!!!
Well, now see, there has to be value in kicking your own butt.
If you know how to do it to yourself best, you can defend yourself against anyone else trying to do the same!!!
Best of luck on house hunting.
I’m not leaving mine without toe tags on.