October 26, 2007
I’m NOT. . .
I am not writing about sparring tonight for the first time at my new dojo.
I am not writing about how I thought things went fairly well and that I was moderately pleased with how I sparred, despite my nerves, despite taking some kicks, punches and doing some stupid things.
I am not writing about how with 30 seconds left in the last sparring match of the night, I threw up a right snap kick and when I did, my left knee went completely backwards.
I am not writing about how badly it initially hurt and how my leg completely gave way and I found myself sitting on the mat.
I am not writing about how I stood back up because I thought I was o.k., because I wanted to finish the night off on a good note, only to find that my knee didn’t work right anymore.
I am not writing about how I held it together just long enough to take my pads off, and rei out, before the inevitable tears came because I CAN NOT BE INJURED AGAIN-NOT NOW-NOT WHEN I WAS FEELING SO GOOD-NOT WHEN I WAS FEELING LIKE EVERYTHING WAS COMING TOGETHER SO NICELY.
I am not writing about how I had to sit-scoot-boom like Lil C, down the dojo stairs because I didn’t trust that my knee wouldn’t give out on me.
I am not writing about how everyone in the dojo jumped to my aid, packing up my bag, offering to drive me home (not necessary thanks to having an automatic), and how my instructor let me put my sweaty, tired, defeated arm around his neck so he could help me out to my car.
I am not writing about what the endless webpages about hyperextending your knee say.
I’m just not going to do it, because tomorrow this is going to all go away. Whatever I did will be gone, because it has to be, because it’s not fair any other way.
Also, because I checked that little box with my ad company where I promised not to swear.
Edited to add: Thanks for all your well wishes and positive thoughts. I have an appointment at 11:20 with an Ortho/Sports Medicine doctor. Send all the happy thoughts you can for that time period and I’ll let you know how it goes. Unfortunately, no one waved a magic wand over the knee last night. I’m pretty bummed.
Oh damn! I’m so sorry. Ice it!!! Ice… now… 20 minutes every hour until bed. Then get an educated opinion from your doctor, and don’t think about anything negative. I’ll send good thoughts your way.
Aw shit, I’m sorry BBM. Injured knees suck (believe me, I KNOW). Seconding Steve’s advice. Ice, ice, ice. Every bit of inflammation you can prevent now is that much more healing you won’t have to do later. Also, keep your leg propped up and stay off of it until the doctor gets a look at it.
So says the woman with three different styles of knee brace in her vanity.
I am NOT believing that this happened to you.
Although if I did, I would be saying, ice, ice, ice…advil, advil, advil.
And I hope it is just something that popped briefly and is better tomorrow.
My thoughts (and hopes) are with you.
Sending get well soon vibes your way.
I’m dreading getting an injury at Karate. I know that it’s coming though ~ because I know me.
Just rest your knee as much as you can, keep it up and pop something icey on it.
I’m so sorry this happened to you.
You sure didn’t write a lot! :-S
I have problems with that same knee, so I really DO know your pain. I agree with Steve, just ice it, keep off it for as much as you can, and if it still hurts too much, get medical attention. I think part of my problem is that when I reinjured this knee in the past, I should’ve gotten medical attention, and I didn’t. Don’t make the same mistakes as I have. Also, you may find getting one of those knee support do-hickeys good as well. I can’t even get into a semi-proper stance without one, and it does help support the knee well (if you get a good one) vs. going without it. Get better soon!
Oh, I’m sorry too. Good vibes are coming your way from all of us BBM Groupies! Keep us updated as to your status… 🙁
Sorry to hear about your hard time while sparring. It may not all go away by tomorrow, but hopefully it will feel slightly better and you’ll have better luck in the future. 🙂
Darn it. Hopefully you will wake up feeling much better today. I’ll be crossing my fingers for ya!
It will be fine, I know it.
Oh you poor little thing! I am definitely sending positive thoughts your way. I have chronic shin splints and have to really watch what I do so I hear you. Just think how much worse it would be if you were overweight. Both your knees are thanking you for being in such great shape. BEST WISHES!!
Hang in their BBM.
Best wishes and here’s hoping it’s not too bad.
~BCP
Ouch! Man, I’m sorry! I’m still catching up, and just read this. We will all pray for your swift recovery. You’re a mom and a BBM, so you can’t let this get you down. Never mind, I know you won’t.