September 20, 2008
Back to Karate and I Survived
I went to bed last night at 10:30 p.m. I couldn’t deal with staying awake and stressing about going back to karate in the morning. I spent the night dreaming about blowing my other ACL. It was a pleasant night’s rest.
I woke up this morning, got my gi and obi together and headed out for class. As I was driving to the dojo, it was like a flashback of the last year. It was only the end of August last year when I returned to karate after my whiplash injury. This week marked 11 months since I blew my ACL out in the first place and 9 months since surgery. I was scared to death of stepping back on the dojo floor; but I knew it was something I just had to do and get out of my system.
I arrived at a quiet dojo. One of my instructor’s saw me walk in holding my wrapped up gi and obi and my ACL brace. Her mouth dropped open with surprise as she asked me "What are you doing here?" I told her I was there to try and she was thrilled. We went into the locker room and I strapped my brace on and tied my gi. . . the wrong way.
"One of us has her gi tied the wrong way," my instructor said. Obviously, it wasn’t going to be her. She’s a Kyoshi after all. We both laughed and I retied it before tying on my obi. It felt good, weird but good.
We walked out into the main area and Hanshi was standing there, having recently emerged from his own locker room. He looked physically shocked to see me in my gi and he took a few staggers backward.
It was time to start.
The class today was small. A young green belt, a new adult white belt and me, the gimpy girl. Hanshi did me a favor and we did the rei in standing up today. We spent most of the class working upper body self defense.
For the second part of class, Kyoshi had us work on bunkai for Nai Hanchi Shodan. We ran through the kata once before we started. I won’t lie. It hurt. Nai Hanchi stance is really rough. Any time spent in stance brings a shaking leg and a knee that starts to protest. The leg lift part made me wince and it became quite obvious that I’m going to need to accept the fact that my kata now is not going to be my kata of last year.
When we were finished with Nai Hanshi bunkai, we worked on Sanchin. It’s a second degree black belt kata in our system and I think I know it now. Hanshi and Kyoshi stress this breathing kata for its healing properties and I believe that is one of the reasons they wanted me to learn it. I made it through that slow moving kata just fine, although the turns were a bit rough in the beginning.
Throughout the class today, both Hanshi and Kyoshi kept reminding me to "take it easy." They didn’t expect me to be the same karate-ka as last year. Knowing that they’re not expecting me to come back and be perfect is making it much easier to return.
I left the dojo feeling a little sore (I think I put my brace on too tight), but very proud of myself. It feels good to be back. I just have to put realistic expectations on myself and not push myself to do things that just don’t work the way they used to quite yet. I’ll get there, one class at a time, but the "there" might be a bit of a different place than where I was before my injury. It’s just something I’m going to have to accept.
YEAH, baybee! awesome. Congrats on your triumphant return! It’s about time!
Congrats on being back, and on being easy on yourself about taking things one class at a time.
You ROCK.
Geez, come to think of it, it’s nice to leave a comment once in a while, somewhere, where I’m not arguin’ wit’ someone…
I’m glad to hear it went well. Congrats!
BBM,
Congrats! I know how hard it is to get back into things after an injury. You should feel really good about yourself. As your instructors say: take it easy! But you’ve already taken perhaps the biggest step–you got back on the mat!
Well done!
Excellent, BBM!
Naihanchi dachi would not be my choice for a first class back! Although I think it puts more stress on the MCL than the ACL. (The MCL is what I keep straining.) As you said, take it one class at a time, and you will get where you want to go. My sensei had ACL surgery about a decade back. His knees are a good deal better than mine now.
Good luck!
I forget. What martial art do you train in and study?
good for you!! the first time back is always the hardest! you’ve overcome a lot! Proud doesn’t describe the words I’m feeling!
I am so happy for you! Congratulations!!
A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step. You took that step. You are awesome!!!
Congrats! You did it! :))))))
Everyone: Thanks for your encouragement and congrats.
PB: It’s not so much the knee as it is the traumatized leg muscles that still don’t want to cooperate quite yet.
Lizzie: It’s Okinawan Kenpo and Kobudo.
I’m very proud of you…I know how terrified you were. Good job! You’ve taken the most difficult step of all-the first one.
Brava! Congrats on getting back on the mat.
Also, let me pass along a quotation that my instructor uses in encouraging people who have been injured to get back in the dojang:
“Don’t let what you CAN’T do prevent you from doing what you CAN do.”
I knew you’d make it back! Good job. Speaking of martial arts injuries; My kids are both involved in jiu jitsu and while I was watching their class, I was talking to a few of the adults who also train. Each of these people has had multiple surgeries, and or back and knee injuries. These people were all under the age of 40 and were in physically far worse shape that I am! Apparently the grappling arts are even harder on the joints. I think I’ll stick to lifting weights are using the stair-master.
That is totally awesome. Nice job. You kick ass!
Well well well…. Welcome back! MUAHAhahahaha…
Seriously though, I’m staying on the other side of the room from you on the dojo floor. All I need is to goof around with someone 5 feet away, fall over and land on your knee. I’d have to flee PA forever.
Glad to hear your back..Are you going to take it easy just once a week? Or are you going to be in class full time?
P.S. See? All you had to do was get back in the grind and write a legitimate budo article. And I’m all kinds of commenting!
Congrats! Many people simply give up on their training after suffering a serious injury. You’ve got a lot of heart and dedication. You deserve every pat on the back you get. 🙂
Good for you!! Naihanchi is pretty tough on the knees~ congratulations on your return!
WOOHOOO!! That must have been quite the morning for you, BBM. Yup, shaking muscles. That’s a good sign! Keep it up and take it slow.
So happy to hear you went back and are still in one piece. 🙂
Woo hoo!!! What more is there to say.
Congratulatons. Taking that first step again can’t have been easy.
“”I’m going to need to accept the fact that my kata now is not going to be my kata of last year””
I hear ya.
***HUG***
it does suck, but it also gets better and even somewhat good.
I had the same dream : I was tearing my other acl too….
Mmm, I get a little tingle every time you say kata. It’s been a while. 🙂
BBM–Congrats on your return! That is awesome and definitely keep the goals attainable, it will be make for an easier return to where you want to be. Stay injury free!!