July 25, 2008
Last Night
It’s my last night in our home of almost five years.
The closets are empty (Thanks to Renovation Girl who followed me around the house forcing me to pack, pack, pack 24/7). What’s left is the mess that will go in "misc" boxes and the furniture which will go to the storage unit tomorrow. The girls are already settled in at my parent’s house, complete with all of their clothes and their beds. Lil C was a very unhappy girl until she saw her bed all set up in Mom-Mom’s house. She asked me lots of questions and seemed to be more at ease when I kissed her good night and headed back home to finish the last minute packing.
While leaving this wonderful house is sad, I know that we’ve made the right choice. Clearly, we’ve grown out of our current home and it’s time to move on. That doesn’t mean there won’t be tears. I brought Lil C home for the first time in this house; and Big I was only two when we moved in here. We’ve made some excellent friends in the neighborhood; and I’ll miss stopping over for a glass of wine and a chat. Moving out now, when our new house consists only of basement walls, is difficult. Squeezing all of our stuff into two closets and a bathroom we’ll all have to all share for a few months is also going to be difficult.
I know it will all be worth it.
Right now, all I know is that I need a shower and some ibuprofen for my aching back.
Yes, there will be tears. I walked through the rooms one last time and told them all goodbye and cried and remembered all the good times, hoping the new guy would have good times there too. Also did that at my parents’ house when they moved from my childhood home to an apt. It’s tough but once you get to the new house, the slight meloncholy will all but float away. Enjoy your last night and don’t feel sorry for your old home – know that in a couple of days, the new owner will be showering it with all kinds of love! Again, congrats!
Moving is so emotional. Even if I’ve been in a place a year I put a lot of weight on it.
I hope things go smoothly with the transition and time flies until you are all in your new home filling it with laughter and love.
This is going to be so exciting for you!
I have personally seen those basement walls in the new house and they ROCK! 😉 Hope the move is going well. And remember, you can do anything temporarily!! (and so can your parents…) Now excuse me while I go nap from all that packing!!!
Congratulations! I know there’s a ways to go still, but pat yourself on the back–you know, when you can move your arms again–for how far you’ve come.